writing

you know...i never knew what to write in here... i wasnt sure if u were suppose to write exciting things happening in your life or what.. at first when i made this account it was just cuz i was bored.. like literally, i had nothing to do.. i just started blabbering away with no conprehension of what i was exactly typing, lolz. No clarification on what i ment...but in the end i dont need to, its not like I expect anyone to read em... i dont care..i just wanna write..
Is their a message behind all this nonsense of mine? No. I dont think so. Like i said before i just want to write... i want to write down my emotions...my feelings about people, friends, family, life, and mainly about me,,, Look, i wish i wasnt trying to sound emotional and stuff... but lately ive been depress.. and i seriously want to let it out..even if i'll be the only one reading this.. actually, i dont mind... i perfer dat.. so...yeah...

Dreams...

Sometimes I wish dreams would come true. Just once i want to feel happy and needed by someone else other than my family. A place where I can begin with a fresh start. No more burdens to worry about. Just pure happiness for once, ya know? But, sadly, just like every fantasy; its just a mere illusion....