Sad truth: Beauty is everything....

I'm not beautiful. I know I'm not, even if some peeps say I am. I don't believe them because every time I look in the mirror I see an ugly person staring back. And it doesn't help that now-a-days society see's beauty as everything. I'm always comparing myself to those who were born pretty. Outer beauty is more important than inner beauty. That's just the honest truth. No matter how you try to look at it, peeps always take into consideration the outer beauty of a person. I know it shouldn't get to me, but seriously it's hard to ignore. My whole life I grew up believing that in order to be happy, you needed to be beautiful. And because of that I became insecure and uncomfortable in my own skin. I wish I could have been born pretty; I wish I could change even now.....but the sad reality is that that won't ever happen. I'm never going to be beautiful no matter how much I wish. I need to get use to this....