The voices in my head

Why can't they just shut up
They hurt me and they know it too
They like hurting me

After last night's crying events
Today I just felt so down
Now I have my last late class
And suddenly seeing the intensity of the class is making me want to go back to crying...

This will always be me

I start thinking about ending it, how much I deserve it
But then I see their faces and it just makes me cry so much
I see their pain and though a part of me really thinks I should bury myself under, the other can't help but see the mess I would continue to leave behind...

Let me stay

This is why I didn't want to come back home so soon.
Because I then start crying for not being able to stay.
And I so badly want to just stay.
I don't want to be 6 hrs away.
I want to be home.
Why can't I stay...
Please let me stay...