Everyone thinks I'm a happy person. Sometimes I find myself believing it too. That should be a good thing right? Believing a lie is easy but as the days go by I have to face reality. I'm not happy nor a positive person. I'm the complete opposite. No matter how much I try to tell myself that it will get better, the fact is it wont. Life might but I wont. I will always be the same. A negative person with a very positive lie coming out of her mouth. I honestly dont see a future for myself, I keep telling myself 5 (4 soon) more years and everything will be okay. Or so I tell myself.....
