BFF is not always forever

They never last... It's sad how friendship from when we were young can break apart so easily....we were so innocent back then...and now we are not... A part of me wishes to go back to the old days...just a small tiny part...

Feb. 18,2011 (I can't believe I did this during one of my religious class...)

Found a notebook from the past and came across this...

"My name is Liz. I'm currently 14 yrs old. My life is very depressing--why? I don't know. Probably because i'm very...uhh not fun? I don't know..."

Why Am I So Negative?

Ever since I was a child I would always be negative. I never really saw the bright side in a situation. To me there was NO bright side. And in a way I still feel like that. Theirs no light waiting for me at the end of this dark tunnel. It's only a pit of darkness that is awaiting to swallow me hole....I don't know why i do this to myself. I don't understand what happened to me to make me such a negative person. All i know is that this negativity of mine will never leave me be. I don't see myself being positive...i really don't.
Although, I do "hope that the light wins" (my teacher's comment on my psychological picture).