I thought i was getting better…. But I’m only getting worse… my mind is telling me that once I decide to go through with it I will be successful…. 

It doesn’t matter

 Sometimes I wonder 

Does it really matter? 

What’s the point of holding on? 

Nothing ever goes right, I’m no longer passionate about life everything just irritates and makes me sad. 

Lately I feel like it’s okay to let go. Life isn’t meant for me, I’m just a shell looking out into the world. Nothing matters anymore…..