writing

you know...i never knew what to write in here... i wasnt sure if u were suppose to write exciting things happening in your life or what.. at first when i made this account it was just cuz i was bored.. like literally, i had nothing to do.. i just started blabbering away with no conprehension of what i was exactly typing, lolz. No clarification on what i ment...but in the end i dont need to, its not like I expect anyone to read em... i dont care..i just wanna write..
Is their a message behind all this nonsense of mine? No. I dont think so. Like i said before i just want to write... i want to write down my emotions...my feelings about people, friends, family, life, and mainly about me,,, Look, i wish i wasnt trying to sound emotional and stuff... but lately ive been depress.. and i seriously want to let it out..even if i'll be the only one reading this.. actually, i dont mind... i perfer dat.. so...yeah...

Dreams...

Sometimes I wish dreams would come true. Just once i want to feel happy and needed by someone else other than my family. A place where I can begin with a fresh start. No more burdens to worry about. Just pure happiness for once, ya know? But, sadly, just like every fantasy; its just a mere illusion....

She's Back! (who u may ask?u'll shall see)

My doggie, Dulce just arrived home today from the hospital..... its been 2 long sad days without her, my family and i missed her alot. It felt like a part of us had vanished, but,finally, now were whole once again!XD...u might think that we're exagerating a bit... 2 days is no big deal, right?.WELL ur wrong....two days was the longest of our lives.... the first night that we went and checked on her she looked really sick and sad... i seriously wanted to burst into tears!... Dulce wouldn't even lick us or even look at us.... her wittle arm had a IV thingy stuck 2 her skin...it was so sad but it was for her own good.... and wat made it even worse at dat hospital was the other sick sad animals...they were crying so much!.... i hate getting emotional,but wat can i say i have a soft spot for animals, dats why my life long career is to become a vet and save/help all the animals dat i can..... well anyway today we went back and the doc told us dat she's better than she was before, and he was right! she does look totally better cause wen she saw us she started to respond all happy and stuff....so im really happy that my yorkie is getting better...we still have to give her medicane but im confident that she'll be better than before! im counting on dat! :D

Blabbering nonsense

lol, why am i here..those are the questions i keep asking myself everyday.... is it cause i have a mission in life or am i just a mistake?.... i dont understand why i was born for, sometimes i imagine that im not ur average normal teen and dat i DO have something to live for...uhhh...lol, i dont now wat I just wrote right now...it sounded like nonsense to me, teeeheee... anywho thats how random i am ...i just start saying (writing is more like it) anything that pops into my mind... half of time im retarted like right now.... sowwy about that i just fell like writing something since its my first time at this.... i think i should start by introducing myself, but i'll give ya a opportunity to imagine what kind of people me, myself, and I are, XD.... i'll give ya a hint: i have black wings...lol