"Inside my skin, there is this space, It twists and turns, it bleeds and aches..."
Friday, April 11, 2014
Unreliable
Its disappointing that I can't attend my friends special day. I can't go to Ritz Baptist or Guada's 20th b-day...just because I live so fucking far. Ugh, I still hate myself about choosing this school. Nothing good has happened here, if I would've just stayed back home I wouldn't have wasted so much money or taken money from my parents (they barely have enough for themselves...) and I could've still had the company of my few friends....I could of even gone to these special events! But no, i had to choose this god awful place. Now i'm stuck here for awhile more and I've become an even more unreliable friend. Although I guess the unreliable part shouldn't be a surprise, I'm never there for my friends. I'm such a useless human being...
Labels:
b-day,
baptist,
broke,
can't go,
friend,
hate myself,
her,
special days,
unreliable,
why did I move out here
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