We just got the news that my grandma passed away....
We knew their was a chance she wouldn't wake up but we kept hearing that she was getting better
And then all of suddenly she was gone...
Last weak wen I first heard she wasn't waking up I cried so much, and the feeling of sadness was still there throughout the days.
But as I heard that she was starting to show signs of movement I thought their was still a chance even after having a dream of her funeral (which I never told anybody in fear that it might come true)....either way it did come true.
And yet why aren't I crying?
Wen I heard the news I felt the impact of those words I really did
But I didn't cry like last time.
Why arnt I crying?
I want to cry just for the fact that I'm not crying for her loss
I do feel something
But I don't feel the tears...and that feels like I'm the worst granddaughter in the world.....
"Inside my skin, there is this space, It twists and turns, it bleeds and aches..."
Monday, November 10, 2014
Grandma
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