It's been getting worse, my old habits are resurfacing. Reading isnt enough to keep the demons at bay. I cant do art, cant read, cant sleep, cant do anything. I'm feeling utterly hopeless again... the random crying fits are overwhelming....I feel so many emotions being shoved down my throat at an incredible speed. I feel too much and I hate it. My stomach becomes twisted from the fullness and I just want to throw up. I know it doesnt make sense but for me it literally feels like only a few pieces are holding me together.... I dont know how long I will last
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