Horrible Night

Today I was forced to go to a party with my mom and sis. When I first got their I already hated it but it was at least bareable..but as the night progressed I started getting angry, then I started thinking all negative about peeps and me and after all those negativity/insecurities became too much I almost started crying in public. I never cry in public, so going through this emotional state was hard to control. I did it but whenever I went somewhere alone a tear would sneak out of my eye...it was a very long night...and wen I finally got home I just went outside and hanged out with the dogs just to take my mind off things. It helped a little...not a lot..but I guess dats something..