I posted this awhile back on my tumblr. I felt posting it on here to have easier access to it whenever I decided to re-read my notes... I think I'm going to do that. Posting all my older notes from tumblr on here. Not all but some...
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In all honesty I can’t name only 2 people, it all comes down to my family and friends; I consider them all significant in my life.
They are the reason why I held on for so long…and although I don’t talk to them as much (i guess i’m not much of a talker) I still think about them everyday and know that they will be there for me whenever I need it….
A breakdown:
Mom: is the kindest person you’ll ever meet. She has her viewpoints on certain matters and we usually end up bumping heads or get into a heated argument about it but golly…do I love her. How can I not love her? She raised me into the person I am today. Sure I may be a little bit messed up but that’s not her fault, that’s mine. She did everything she could to make me a good human being; which I have to say she was very successful. I love her so much and I miss her as well. Every time I go home I always end up making funny faces at her just so she can laugh. I love making her laugh because then it makes me feel like I am a good enough daughter. Seeing her laugh makes me not want to disappear. I never ever want to see her cry, that’s why I have to keep moving forward…
Dad: a very religious father figure, where at times I really get annoyed by it. But I know that he loves me and is trying to teach me the good ways in life. It’s not often that we bond together, in fact when we do it can sometimes start awkward, and he can even be scary. Even my friends say he looks scary, but he isn’t. He puts up this hard exterior but if you dig deep enough you’ll find this childish man. An adorable one too. And no matter what my current mood might be with him, I will always love him.
Bro: he doesn’t know it but ever since I was a kid he’s been my role model. Growing up he would be strict with me and act more like a father than a brother but that’s only because he was overprotective of his little sister…Anytime he made me cry he would end up apologizing and trying to make me laugh. Even if I was really mad at him he would always find a way to make it up for me. He is a great person, even if he doesn’t think so he is. Sure he might have his problems but everyone does. That doesn’t mean I will love him any less.
Sis: we are complete opposites. She’s the “girlie girl” and I’m the ‘tomboy’. We would mainly fight growing up and wouldn’t get along as much (especially since we are six years apart)…but ever since we moved out here to college together, we’ve bonded so much. Sure we still fight from time to time but that’s normal, at least now we are able to rely on each other and confide in one another. Shoot, She even saved me from myself. If she were to never come here with me..I honestly wouldn’t have made it…. I am truly grateful that I have her in my life.
Guada: the first friend who I became close too. Before I ever met her, I use to hang out with what I use to call the “girlie girls”. I hang out with those girls from 2nd to the beginning of 8th grade. I always thought we were close, but we weren’t. We drifted apart and they never seemed to noticed…and it was sad but at the same time it was for the best, because if that were to never happen I would’ve never met this weirdo! This weirdo who showed me the true meaning of friendship. Everyday I thank God I met her. If it weren’t for her I would be in a different path and I sure as heck don’t think it would’ve been a good one. This girl is one of a kind and i’m lucky to have found her in my life.
Amanda: I remember I didn’t like her one bit *laughs* And that’s only because I was afraid she would take my close friend away from me. I was so dumb to think that…This girl is an insanely awesome person, I kid you not! I love the way she is, she’s so outgoing and is not afraid to speak her mind! I find it inspiring really! Her personality is just so contagious (I mean that in a good way). It’s hard to be in a bad mood when your around her. She is literally the life of the party and I just can’t see my life without her. She NEEDS to be in it! It’s a must!
Ritz: she’s something special. I met her in freshmen year but we honestly started hanging out more in sophomore year. At first i didn’t know how to feel about her, their were moments when i thought she was too hyper *chuckles(YEAH I SAID CHUCKLES)* but as I got to know her more and more it became hard to stay away from her. Throughout that time i learned that she is a lover and fighter. Her writing is incredible; so incredible that you will literally be mesmerized by the things she can write. Her words alone can make your heart warm up. She is truly an amazing girl, i was lucky to have shared a special moment (even if it was short, it meant a lot)with her in my life. A moment that I would never forget… I am truly blessed to have her friendship.
Anderson: What can I say about this dude other than he constantly blows up my cell and forces me to talk to him and its annoying as heck—Which only makes me love him more. We met in the last years of High School and instantly became close. He is honestly the closest guy friend I ever had in my entire life. The first time I hanged out with him I was literally so nervous about screwing it up but somehow we hit it off just fine! He is a great bud and I’m always able to talk to him about things I never thought I could talk about with others. He’s so positive and god does this boy know how to make you laugh. If you hang out with him there is NO WAY you cannot laugh! He is a big part in my life and we are probably going to get old together. After all he’s going to be my future husband aha!
(Lmao kidz)
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