I don't want to die but I deserve too...
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"Inside my skin, there is this space, It twists and turns, it bleeds and aches..."
Nights are the worst.
My thoughts have succumbed to darkness once again.
And once their there they can never come back.
These negative thoughts of mine only achieve in making me feel hopeless in life.
I'm starting to panic and wishing for the easier way out...which scares me...
If I'm like this now, how will I be in the future?
Will I even have a future... ?
Their there. Next to me. Across from me. Over me. Under me. Around me. In the end their always there. Even If I can’t see them I can feel them. I can feel their dark eyes on me, their slithery long pointy claws on my body. No matter how many times I try putting the blankets over my head, their still there. Waiting to scare me even further….