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Wednesday, December 31, 2014

What's so great about the new years?

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"Depression is like a demon inside your body. Its always there and it never sleeps.

It torments you every minute of each day, it controls your mind and makes you powerless.

It has a creepy chilling voice inside your mind that tells you you're worthless, you're pathetic, you're ugly and you'll never change.

It drags you down to the lowest you can be and tries to take away any happiness you have."

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