Why am i crying over this? Stupid!

I honestly thought I would have a friend
But it was just pity

I cry over everything

So bro came over and helped me take the dogs a shower (which also turned to a water war bt us). And later on I decided to take pixie for a walk, knowing that bro would tag along...but in the end it was too hot outside and bro decided to leave. And I decided to go cry in my room. I tried not to but knowing that I have no one who would want to just take a walk around my block later or just chill outside freaking sucks. It makes me cry... how stupid of me.

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Dream of mine

I had this very nice dream...I'm not really going to talk about it because if I do it's only going to trouble me further...and I told myself I was going to stop with this. But overall I loved my dream. It felt so real and I was so happy. Even though I kept it hidden in my dream as how I did in reality, I was much at ease there about it then I was here. Sadly I woke up and was quite disappointed. Oh well back to reality.

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