Sunday, January 31, 2016

Can't fix

I have a problem
I know that
I truly do
But I don't want help
It won't do any good
It would be just a waste
Just like myself


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Thursday, January 28, 2016

Evil thoughts

My mind is an evil place.
It's always feeding me with lies
Lies that only manage to break me
It enjoys my pain, enjoys knowing that with one silent word I can explode into a ball of nothing
Lately it's been getting worse
It's taunts of how worthless I am have started to affect me badly
Now I don't look forward to the future
Now all I can think about is grabbing a blade and ruining my skin with intricate designs
I have no future
And that scares me


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Sunday, March 1, 2015

It's just a matter of time...

Of me being brave enough to end it....

Sunday, February 15, 2015

It's for the best

I shouldn't be selfish wen it comes to em
It's time for me to let go of something that never existed
It's for the best. 

Monday, February 2, 2015

My blog is too depressing

Reading some of my old posts I realized that the majority of it has hit rock bottom. Their isn't that much of happy writing on here, which only makes me wonder....Will I always be like this?


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Wednesday, January 28, 2015

The voices in my head

Why can't they just shut up
They hurt me and they know it too
They like hurting me